Fighting The Dark Side In Cyberspace. Click to read about Comcast and BitTorrent filtering. C/net does a good job of explaining the issue.

I'm starving for some fried shrimp. Thank the good god for delivery. I live in one of the top 100 cities in the country. Hard to believe we really are a city, as multicultural as any of the big ones. There are only two white families on my block, including me. I'm babbling. My hamster died, last Sunday. She was hiding in the dashboard. She wouldn't come out. I couldn't find her anywhere. I called to her every hour or so for the whole week everywhere and left food and water in every room and in the car. Can you tell how guilty I feel? My car smells. It's not bad, she was such a little thing. I can't stop crying when I'm in the car. I'll have to take the whole dashboard apart to get her out. I might just leave her in there. Who knows where she is and I couldn't take it if I found out that she had got stuck and wasn't able to get out.

My former principal died yesterday, he had become the deputy superintendent of my district. It was such a privilege to be one of his teachers for five years. Deaths come in threes. I've been going up against my current principal. I can take the stress as long as I don't get hives, and I can feel the itching coming on. I went by the exbf's apartment yesterday,because I found out that he had moved out. The landlord directed me to one of his neighbors. She told me where he was. I told her to tell him that I went off on her. He'd believe that. Maybe, if he thinks I think he is with this woman, (he isn't), it'll finally be over. It isn't over yet. We're chained and I'm having another pity party for one tonight.

Another panicky weekend? Tune in to see if I go out Saturday night. I was invited to a Halloween party.  ¶ 7:35 PM